Forward
This was a day of firsts for me: first 1/2 Ironman distance, first race on my new tri-bike and first race in the 35-39 age group. Going in, I felt pretty relaxed. I had been feeling a bit down about my training but recently began reading “Breakthrough Triathlon Training” by Brad Kearns and it really changed my attitude. The book pretty accurately describes the pitfalls of being overly competitive and driving yourself too hard. The author claims to do best when his motivation remains pure and enjoys the sport, rather than focusing strictly on goal times and rankings. So, I figured I have nothing to lose and everything to gain if I made it my goal to have fun at the race. Thinking back, that’s why I started doing triathlons anyway. They can be a lot of fun. Plus, I did better – or at least felt better – in races where I just went out to have a good time.
The taper just about killed me though and I found myself getting kind of depressed, particularly the week before the race. In a weird way, that made it easier to set the “have fun” goal – the race was at least an opportunity to get out and exercise again.
Pre-race
There’s not a whole lot to say about the pre-race morning. I got up just before 4, got to transition on time, set up and got ready for the swim. My wave wasn’t until 7:03, but I didn’t really find myself standing around with nothing to do, except when waiting for the bathroom. At 6:30 everyone was kicked out of transition and we lined up along the outside of the transition area in groups according to wave numbers. Then, one by one, each group went down the boat ramp, into the water – this was in the harbor, by the way – and swam to the start.
Swim (1.2 miles)
When my wave got in the water, it felt warm since the air was so cold. The air temperature was about 45 degrees but the water was 59. That may not sound that warm, but it’s enough when you’re swimming, even in a sleeveless suit. The swim to the start was already rough – elbows and feet everywhere. I got kicked right in the philtrum too. On the way to the start! Wave starts were going off every three or four minutes, so we didn’t have to tread water for long. Once we got going, I tried to just stay out of the way but had a hard time doing so. I touched a lot of gross feet for most of the first half. Besides that though, I felt really relaxed and somehow seemed to be going pretty quickly, at least for me.
Just before the first turn buoy, I caught a heel directly in the right goggle, so I had to stop for a bit to adjust it so my eyeball didn’t get sucked out. Things continued to go pretty well though and I felt like I was making reasonable time. I figured if I could get out of the water in 42 minutes or less, I’d be in good shape. Even 45 minutes would be OK. I started to doubt the speed of my swim around the half way point, but at the time, I didn’t know it was half way over. The reason being that the course is curved, but with a very defined turn around. On the map, the turn around looks a bit like it would be one buoy and you swim back. In reality, it’s two buoys that are pretty far apart. This made me start to think that I wasn’t remembering the swim course correctly and I had no idea where I was. So, I just kept up a relaxed, efficient pace, following the other swimmers and keeping buoys on my left.
Since the wave starts were so close together, I started getting swum over by some of the faster people in the later waves. This resulted in a lot more feet touching. Men should really take better care of their feet, they just feel nasty. Finally, I found my bearings (never drifting off course though) and realized that I was probably more than 3/4ths done. It didn’t feel like I’d been out in the water a long time and I certainly wasn’t tired. I wanted to look at my watch, but I’ve found that once I do that, I start checking it a lot and that tends to drag things out. However, I was pretty sure that I was on track for at least sub 45 minutes and maybe even sub 42. Then, because all good things come in threes, as another group swam over me, I received a fresh kick to the ear, rounding out the trifecta of head-kicks. No matter though, I knew I was close to being done.
When I rounded the corner to exit the water, there was a group of about 10 volunteers whose job it was to yank you out of the water and unzip your wetsuit, all in one smooth motion. That was pretty awesome. Then I ran across the timing mat, back into transition.
T1
Well, not directly back into transition really. The transition area was about 0.15 miles long (I Google Earthed it) and to be fair to all competitors, regardless of position in transition, you had to go all the way along the outside of transition and enter the far end. The whole path was carpeted though, so that made it easy to run. I even passed a few people during that little sprint. This extra time also gave you plenty of opportunity to get the top of your wetsuit off, take out earplugs, etc.
My bike was about at the half-way point and when I got there I took my wetsuit off quickly and without issue, made sure to grab my Clif bars and Gu, got on all my bike gear (race bib included – that’s a rule for IM events apparently) and trotted my ride out to the bike start.
Bike (56 miles)
In retrospect, by this time there were quite a lot of spectators around cheering, but I was in a kind of tunnel-vision mode, just trying to get on the bike and out on the course as quickly as possible. I heard the announcers say my name and that I was with TCSD (since I was in San Diego, I went with that club’s uniform). Several people shouted “go tri club!” or “yeah TCSD!” which was pretty nice to hear. After just a few quick turns, the crowed thinned out to nothing.
The first half of the ride was really nice. My hip flexors were feeling a little strained, but I was determined to have a good, fun ride if nothing else. So I just rode at a pace that felt comfortable. I really didn’t look down at my speedometer much and when I did it was just to check mileage so I could keep up the nutrition. Every 15 miles I would Gu, at mile 20 I’d eat a whole Clif bar and somewhere around 50 miles I’d eat another half Clif bar (I didn’t want a lot of solid food sitting in my stomach when I started the run). Getting back to my speedometer and this being a day of firsts, it was also the first time I wore my Polar heart rate monitor on this bike which has a wireless speedometer. Well, the HRM didn’t like that one bit and started going crazy with the beeps and giving nonsensical heart rate information. The false HR wasn’t really new to me; on my other bike with a different wireless speedometer, my HRM would always give bad data as well. However, this particular combination made the watch really go crazy. I didn’t know how to shut it up, so I was pushing buttons almost at random until it stopped beeping. It wasn’t until some time later that I realized I had stopped the timer and had therefore lost track of my race time. It would still have been useful to get my run split and to know my heart rate during the run, so I started the timer again and this time it didn’t beep like crazy. Well that turned out to be because it just didn’t register the heart rate at all anymore. I hoped this would kick back in once I got off the bike and on to the run. Meanwhile, I tried to keep the bike on the road as I clicked through the timing options on the watch and by bike computer to figure out how much I had missed on the overall time. I don’t remember exactly, now that I’m writing about it, and I was probably a little clouded in my thinking, but there were two numbers I came up with for some reason. I had missed 14 minutes with my watch and I needed to add another 8 minutes for something else (that’s the part I don’t remember anymore). I also didn’t want to focus much on the timing when I’m supposed to be having fun. However, I’m including all this right now because it becomes important later. All I remember is “knowing” I needed to add 14:30 to the bike split and 8 minutes to the overall time. After a few brain cycles that became add 22 or 23 minutes to the total time on my watch and that’s all I remember about it.
Back to the important part, the ride. The first 28 miles were pretty quick and really scenic. There were a few times when I saw “TANK X-ING” written on the road as you went through parts of Camp Pendleton (though I saw no wild tanks). The course went up the coast, inland a bit and then west again through a tunnel under the 5. It was actually a really cool tunnel, but even better was when you came out the other side, the view was spectacular. Everything was so green too, since we had so much rain in January and February.
Right around this point, I realized that I kept getting passed by groups of 6 or 8 people, clearly drafting off each other. There were no course marshals around, so they didn’t get penalized, but I don’t know how you do that in a race that is not draft-legal and feel OK about it. All I know is that I earned my finish time.
Eventually, the course turned back inland, but the views were still really great. When I hit the half-way point I had only been riding an hour and 25 minutes, which gave me a nice cushion for the second half to still maybe break three hours. More importantly, it didn’t seem like I’d been on the bike that long and I was still having fun.
The hills started around mile 29 and when I hit the first one, I tried to recall what it was the race announcer had said back before the race started. I could swear he said the bike course doesn’t get difficult until mile 39. I was hoping I heard him wrong and that he said mile 29 because this hill was no joke. However, I managed to pass a whole bunch of people on the climbs and didn’t get passed that much myself. Once over the first hill, a bit of a head wind kicked up with some gusts from the side. This made it particularly harrowing on the descents.
Things continued to go pretty smoothly until around mile 35 when I started to get some low back pain. It felt like my hip flexors were getting pretty beat and my glutes were hurting some as well. By this time I was pretty sure that the announcer had said mile 29 is where it got tough, not 39, and the more I thought about it, the more that made sense, so I told myself to tough it out just a little longer because the hills should be done soon.
The first real downhill was supposed to be 25 mph limit, no passing zone (everyone was told this in advance) It turns out the speed limit wasn’t enforced, but they were enforcing the no passing zone, so I wasn’t going as fast as I wanted. Near the bottom of that hill, two people passed me so I yelled “no passing zone!”. One guy apologized shortly after – I caught up to him pretty quickly – saying his brakes weren’t working that well. I don’t know if those two got DQ’d or not, but that’s what the penalty is supposed to be.
After about 13 miles of hills the hard part was over. Looking at my watch, I figured I could break 3 hrs if I could keep up 20 mph. That might not seem fast to some people, but it’s a pretty good effort for me even before riding the 42 miles to this point. The course was flat or slightly downhill most of the rest of the way though and I maintained closer to 25 mph, rarely dropping below 20 and passing a lot of other riders. I felt good too, with some weird, crazy energy. My water supply was pretty much gone though, so I hit the final aid station, going through way too fast and blasting the first water bottle out of the volunteers hand. I managed to juggle a second one and catch it, but that could have gotten ugly.
As I approached final turns of the bike course, the crowds got bigger and louder, which always gives me an extra boost. The final two tenths were slow because as you near transition you have to drop your speed, then you have to bike the whole length of transition – like having to run it after the swim, but the timing mat wasn’t until right after you dismount and enter. At this point, I knew I was well below three hours on the bike and figured around 2:53. Needless to say, I was pretty happy with that ride and still felt good, physically and mentally.
T2
Since the long ride past transition was included in the bike split, this was not such a ridiculously long transition. Trotting the bike back to the rack went smoothly. Some volunteer nicely reminded me to turn my race number around to face front, which I did. This had an immediate effect. Since everyone could now read my name on my bib, I heard a lot of people cheering for me by name. Once my bike was racked up, I made a quick change of shoes, swapped my helmet for an SB Tri hat, picked up my last two Gu and ran out of transition.
Run (13.1 miles)
Unfortunately, the heart rate info on my watch still wasn’t working, so had to go strictly on feel. I knew that I could take almost 2 hrs on the run and still break 5:40 which would make me happy. Breaking 5:30 seemed likely then, which would be awesome. The first mile split was sub 7 minutes, but it felt short and even if it was a full mile, I didn’t think I would hold that pace. My feet were burning and it felt like I was running directly on the bones. I just tried to keep going at a pace I felt I could sustain and tried to soak up the sights a bit as a distraction.
The run course is not great though. It’s two loops, probably to save money since it’s later in the day and you have to pay to shut down streets. Also, less volunteers are needed that way. To keep my mind occupied I looked for other people in either of the tri-clubs I’m in. There were plenty of TCSD people, as would be expected, and we all rooted each other on. I only ever saw one guy from Santa Barbara though. As I ran past him, I shouted “go Santa Barbara!” and pointed at my hat. He probably thought I was nuts, but seemed confusedly grateful for the encouragement.
The first loop went pretty well overall. I took Gatorade and water at most aid stations. The wet sponges were a nice and unexpected touch too. This was particularly good for getting 4 hours of sweat off your brow and out of your eyes. After turning around for the second loop, I started to get a little tired, but at least my feet stopped burning (though the running on bones feeling never faded). As far as I could tell, I kept my pace and even picked it up a little near the end. The final aid station left less than a mile to go, so I opted to skip it since there’s not much good it’s going to do at that point. With about 1/2 mile left, I started to get a little wonky and thought maybe I shouldn’t have passed up that last opportunity for some sugar and electrolyte. Nevertheless, I still managed to sprint (or at least what I perceived to be a sprint) the last hundred meters or so to cross the finish.
Post race
The volunteers at the end were super nice – very concerned about your health and state of mind. I felt a little nauseous, kind of sore (adductors especially), definitely tired, but so happy that none of that mattered. My watch said 5:04 and some-odd seconds, so recalling my math from before I figured I came in around 5:26, beating my “A” goal by almost 10 minutes – all while having that “have fun” attitude. Naturally, I was extremely pleased with that result.
Walking into the food tent, I looked around and saw some really unappealing pizza. Food in general seemed absolutely unappetizing to me, but took some pizza anyway. It was actually pretty good and some soda was a nice complement. After eating and drinking a little, the latest results weren’t posted yet, so I went back to my spot in transition to stretch and start packing things up. After a little while, I went back into the food tent to check the results. Times were posted up to 5:35, so I knew I was in there somewhere, but I couldn’t find my name. Eventually, I just started at the bottom and carefully scanned up the list until I found it. I traced the line over to the total time and couldn’t believe what I saw – 5:15:33! Clearly I had done the math wrong on the bike earlier. I wish I could remember why I added that extra 8 minutes, it would have made for a better story. It was probably an estimate of total transition times. That way I could add all the splits to estimate a finish time. Then that number somehow got incorporated into the total time to add to my watch. I figure the other two or three minutes difference is just errors in approximations – I always round up anyway so that the finish time is a little faster than I thought.
My friend Fred often talks about having an out-of-body experience goal time in addition to real world goal times. I call this my A+ goal. Even though I went in with the goal of having fun I still made C, B, A and A+ goal times. All I had to do was not think about those times while racing and just enjoy the event. With this attitude, I crushed my A+ goal time of 5:22. Truly an out-of-body experience.
Epilogue
Potentially, I could have gone a little faster on the run, but without the HR monitor, I wasn’t positive how hard I was pushing. Considering how I felt in that last half mile and how I couldn’t even logic my way through a better finish time estimate at the end, going harder might have had disastrous consequences. Maybe I would have come in a minute or two faster. Or maybe I would have eaten pavement. Given my overall performance up to that point, I think I made the right choice. Besides, I had to leave some room for improvement, right?
Total time of 5:15:33, swim 38:32, T1 4:45, bike 2:51:38,
T2 2:20, run 1:38:18
Place: 478/2142 overall, 89/317 men 35-39
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